you know what. i feel no sadness whatsoever.
well. at least when it comes to them.
i finally understand your disgust for them.
i have no idea what has gone wrong or been done wrong.
all i know is that there's nothing i can do to salvage the situation.
and all i can say is sorry.
hopefully this is not going to start all over again in JC.

i dont understand how people can have such thoughts.
it's just impossible and inhumane.
you know if it wasnt for the fact that i was in the same * as you
i would have screamed my head off.
i dont care if you are * or not.
i dont care if i destroy the relationship
cause it's totally not worth maintaining this relationship

it just hurts me that you are hurting them.

i have seen enough of you.